im back! !......WHY?

its been a while though since iv done these....got a lot of things that happened...been busy with school (nursing stuff!), with frends, and just recently with my 2 months work (i ended up resigning....hehe)...then i thought just now...maybe that's why it took me so long to do this again...coz nothin' significant heppens really.....(pathetic!)

i have this one question...WHY THE HELL WE MET HIM BUT THEN YOU CANT HAVE HIM! (god!)

its been 3 years since i havent told myself that i have this "special someone" (like a boyfriend....) is there somethin' wrong with me?....(im not actuallly askin' myself that, its just part of the composition, you know...coz' i know the answer...theres nothing wrong with me...am i bein' defensive? hell no!.)

well the reson maybe is that im focused to myself more than anyone else (except for my parents ofcourse...)..thats the main thing....i wanted to become a really successful nurse! thats the main thing (iv already said that!) and to tell you honestly im loving it so much...yup! i told ya .i joined again with the vampires of the night sky (if u read my blog, u know wt i meant....) but then again it didnt work for me...ya it pays off well...but then i know where my heart belongs!heheh!

what i understand is that..this is not the right time and the right person for me...im enjoying my life....but....at the same time im giving a full attention to my studies...come what may...or should we say "matira matibay"