2 years after now i know...
its been 2 years now since HE left me...
well, this story is not merely about heartaches and bitterness! this is about what i call "ultimate love"....
atlast after 2 years i realized why HE left me....iv spoke to him a few days ago..the feeling is very weird...im teary-eyed while i heard his voice for quite a long time now..we talked about our lives what we are doin' and how we are...as iv spoke with him i felt that i truly miss him a lot...that up to now i do and still love him...
" ultimate love" is when u love a person unconditionally with great sacrifices and understanding that inspite of all the hurt that u felt...stil deep within u the love u had before for that person never change and still same love that HE left before....
if i cud still remember the reason y HE left me is because HE wanted to focus on his studies.. (how pathetic ryt?)...bt after all the utters about him not to leave me..still HE has his stand... and now i realized that maybe thats why it didnt worked-out..on my part i can call it a "selfless love" well i dont hv to relate everything that happened to us... the bottom line is...after all the heartaches HE brought to my life.. at last were both in good terms now....
the only thing i cried about was me knowing that he passed the board exam...and to my surprise his the top 8....because before we broke up thats my only dream for him and during our separate lives...still i get in touch with him jz to tell him to take care of himself and say goodluck to the board exams...i never failed to pray for all the best things to come to his life.... (if u ask god...dts true!)..
well maybe the tears that runs to my cheek the moment i heard his voice, was a tear full of happiness....that jz by knowing that he has a good life now...even if this sounds pathetic! "IM HAPPY FOR HIM !"
after all the thinkin'...god! after 2 years?.. its jz now that i know... :p
well, this story is not merely about heartaches and bitterness! this is about what i call "ultimate love"....
atlast after 2 years i realized why HE left me....iv spoke to him a few days ago..the feeling is very weird...im teary-eyed while i heard his voice for quite a long time now..we talked about our lives what we are doin' and how we are...as iv spoke with him i felt that i truly miss him a lot...that up to now i do and still love him...
" ultimate love" is when u love a person unconditionally with great sacrifices and understanding that inspite of all the hurt that u felt...stil deep within u the love u had before for that person never change and still same love that HE left before....
if i cud still remember the reason y HE left me is because HE wanted to focus on his studies.. (how pathetic ryt?)...bt after all the utters about him not to leave me..still HE has his stand... and now i realized that maybe thats why it didnt worked-out..on my part i can call it a "selfless love" well i dont hv to relate everything that happened to us... the bottom line is...after all the heartaches HE brought to my life.. at last were both in good terms now....
the only thing i cried about was me knowing that he passed the board exam...and to my surprise his the top 8....because before we broke up thats my only dream for him and during our separate lives...still i get in touch with him jz to tell him to take care of himself and say goodluck to the board exams...i never failed to pray for all the best things to come to his life.... (if u ask god...dts true!)..
well maybe the tears that runs to my cheek the moment i heard his voice, was a tear full of happiness....that jz by knowing that he has a good life now...even if this sounds pathetic! "IM HAPPY FOR HIM !"
after all the thinkin'...god! after 2 years?.. its jz now that i know... :p
posted by biggie_in2u at 7:58 PM
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