over and over again...

last year of 2004 i had a complicating decision to make...

since im currently workin' to death to this highest-paying call center,
back then im pissed off with my life...coz' a call-center work will not exactly be

as successful as what we all think... yup! big pay, worry free coz' its an easy job, rhythmic tasks and ul meet different kinds of people ( the so-called vampires) in all walks of life...smokin' their hearts out of the infamous

marlboro lights and sipping the hot nescafe coffee, u'l hear people chatting over a head phone in front of a pc...

doing their respective american accent...talking with the dumbest people on earth, the americans... (well, not all!)

but inspite all that... there will come a time that ul get bored of how your life works... not having enough sleep, doing same thing over and over again...and after u drooled youself workin very hard, still you will see yourself doin' same routine

without u being promoted...

but really not being promoted at work is a prob for me...going back to the complicating decision, is me wanting to study again...

and yup after all the thinkin' i came up with a decision that will change my life.. i decided to become a student again, hoping to become a nurse...having this plans of workin' abroad, get paid real big....

without me doin' same thing over and over again!